Remember that you learn from good and bad chance's from life.What hurts you makes you stronger or it might make you weak. We're all different! We all have different paths to life and it's waiting for us!! Some people are still looking what they're suppose be doing in life and why they're here. There are some people that who very well why there here and they know what they have to do in life. We all move in different ways. Just remember you only live once and do something that you normally wouldn't do. Now I don't mean to steal a bank or anything like that okay.But that the same time make sure you're not doing anything that you're not suppose to be doing.

Fight for what you want in life because it doesn't come free to you!!

I'll always remember you nor matter what happen between us.This things that comes and goes out our life happen for a reason but, if we can get through the bad moments than we can do can't thing together. Just remember that life will move on with  you or within out you. You just decide where you want to be in life.Don't let anyone to tell who you are but find out for yourself. The true answer leads within you. I wish I could say that life is easy and everything comes to you without a fight but, it doesn't happen that way.

There's always something new you can always learn from someone no matter you go to school or whatever happens to you. Don't be fear to find out what's waiting for you in the world. Something don't knock on your door. But it would be easy if it did but, I guess whats the fun in than that.Anything you want life can come to you but you have to fight for it or maybe it suppose to happen to you....; Well I have nothing more to say but if I don't than I'll edit =P...

Hmmm

Well what can I say... Other than the year is going by fast and I'm leaving High and going onto College...Time does go by fast when you're busy doing things I guess. I'm having a okay day well great day. I spend it with my mom,sister and aunt, we went to go watch a movie and went out to eat just having a good time with each other ^^ Talking about having a good day I made a new xanga for my poems lol =D http://www.xanga.com/Poetry_Carmelita_89 Go and check it out sometime ... Well back to life LOL ... I write something else later ... Im lazy LOL

Back!

Hey Everyone,

 I know it's been a while, well I'm in 12th grade now .It's my last year in high school and I'm happy about that. But of couse I'll  continue my education by going to college. My sister and I are going to the same college but we're not going to study the same thing. I'm going into law, I haven't decided what type of law I want to go into. Hmm what else is new, my mom grandfather passed away and then my mom went to Mexico to support my grandmother. I didn't want my mom to go but I understand why she went. So I got over it....My boyfriend and I have been together now 1 year and soon to be 4 months. YAYAYAY..... I wrote a couple of new poems.

What can I say, I'm not good with words,
My heart and mind plays to a different drum,
My mind runs around to find the answers,
To why you left me, with out a good bye,
Without a reason for your silence,
The look that you give me from a distance,
The question's that goes through my mind,
The things that you left unanswered,
The time of day that you won‘t give me,
The words that just don't come out right,
What can I say, I hold back,
I don't have enough faith within me, To tell you what I feel,
I watch you from a distance, and wander if I'm able to make you happy,
Can I make you laugh or smile,Am I able to take your problems away,

These are the things that go through my mind, What can I say ,I'm not good with words,

Even then I’m surprised to see myself waiting for you,Looking out to the window, Knowing that you’re not coming,

Knowing that I haven’t been able to tell you what I feel,Just to say the simple words, Can be the hardest thing to do,

If only my heart could speak for itself and tell you what I feel, maybe that could change what you see in me,

To this day I see myself walking passed you and wandering if I could change your life,

But even then I can’t stop thinking about you,

Your voice that plays the right music to my heart,

Your eye’s that bring out the true color’s of your heart,

These are the things that go through my heart,

I haven't been able to finish it.

Happy New Year’s Babe

Wow would you take a look at that. The year is almost ending and I see myself more in love with you than the year before. What can I say you’re the one true person I enjoying being with. Hmm I was thinking of making you an other poem about how the year is ending and what I feel for you. Starting from the ending year 2006 to 2007. Yup that’s going to be a lot. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I want to thank you for being there for me.

Title: Happy New Year’s

Once in a while I see myself wandering, Of how much my love for you as grown,

Knowing that every day can go by, And I wouldn't’t change you for the world,

So they say that we’re different, but our hearts dances as one,

I remember once upon time, I couldn't’t express what I feel for you,

But of course you were there to change that,

What can I say, I love you,

My love for you is patient and kind,

And always protects, trusts, hopes, just for you,

But to know that you’re here, make’s everything go into place,

Your voice that gives me the strength to keep going,

My heart that lays in peace with your presents

Your eye’s that speaks for themselves,

For what you have in those eye’s, lays a great light within them,

Where the light will not end,

Having you around is the best part of my life,

The way I look at you in a photograph,

Reminds me of ever moment we had together, Because of ever moment we had ,

Were the greatest moments that I treasure within me,

As we fall into the year 2008,

I wait for you,

Giving me the sense of hope to be right next you,

Having someone to talk to and enjoying every moment with,

Being able to make you laugh with every new thing I do,

And can’t wait to learn new things about you this year,

I love you and I wouldn't’t change you for the world.

By Carmen ^^.. Love you!!

That was for my boyfriend for New Year's which you can see.

I made that for him LOL....I'm a dork....=P

Today ... well for the past few day's I have been selling shirts and today I sold about 15-20.I'm happy about that, I didn't think that I would sell so many. I guess back to my education and important news LOL ... Hmm......I put on of my poems in a concect and I always won but I didn't <.< .... What were those people thinking not picking me LOL I'm just joking .All that means that I need to work on it more and make it better than any of my other work. My family are okay I guess.. They're running around and making problem I gues that mean they're okay. But when they don't make any noise than something wrong LOL . If you know what I mean HAHAHAHA ... It's 10:29 pm and I on WOW ... That alll I have to say for today.... NIGHT ALLL Bye

Carmen

HEY EVERYONE!!

How's everyone doing off my xanga and anyone else who read this?_?Well hopefully everyone is doing great ^^ My day is going okay... Everyone should know that I take my time to write in my xanga... A LONG TIME ^^....My summer has been going okay. I have had one or three friends over my house and had a great time having them there. My boyfriend also comes when he can or when my mom say it's okay with her. Yesterday made nine months going out with him .... O_O I'm still surprise in myself to be with someone that long. I guess when you like someone just for who they are and tell them the way you feel ... Then things go right... But then again I don't know the answer to that. I did write a couple of more poetry....

 I would say more but I have nothing else to say ..... Later BYE